Halloween '06

The Greatest Irony of Love

Christmas Day 2006

Current mood: crappy

"Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...

For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...

Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...

As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right...

Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time, while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...

So here's a piece of advice;
Let go when you're hurting too much.
Give up when love isn't enough.
And move on when things are not like before...

It's certain... there is someone out there
WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE... "

Author Unknown

Another Nite in Yummaland Pics

3/7/06
Current mood: sick

THE GIRLS SHANNON,SHAY,KAY, TANA & I.

COME ON TANA GET DOWN!

NOT SURE WHAT TANA & J.R. ARE DOING AT THIS POINT

SHAY,MEGAN & I

THE GANG!

Valentines Day Party from Hell!!

2/12/06
Current mood: aggravated

So what can I say? We decided to go ahead & have our Fuck Valentines Day Party in a huge Snowstorm! lol....And that's exactly what last night was Fucking Crazy!! It started out with all of the girls in our Fack Valentines Day tee's!!

And if course the guys had to get in on the picture action themselves!!

And a couple hours into our famous game of Flip Cup we were looking a little Tore up!!

Kay forgot to eat today!! Can you tell??

And hell no theres a Snowstorm going on outside but me, in my tank as usual decide to brave it for this photo optic occasion!! Yes thats snow in our picture!!

And after a Long Ass night of Flip Cup, Fights, Bites, Naked Butt's and Tears this is some of us at 3am!! lol

Another Night in Yumma Land!

1/29/06

Current mood: worried

This past weekend was a real trip!! My girls & I all went to see Yum down at Kelly's Pub. Yum is a band that we used to follow ALOT back in the day. *What's the Dilly O*

So anyways. There was alot of us. Me, Shan, Kay, Jake & Belinda, Tana, Megan, JR, Shay & Josh, Beckie, Jason, Jon and the list could probably go on. We did not stop dancin all night long!! So yeah we were on the dance floor alot. They take pictures of the crowd & we were in ALOT of those pictures! Weather we were looking or not, just cant wait to see those!! lmao...maybe I'll post a few here so you can see our drunkin asses!!

It was an interesting night to say the least. Beckie & Kay were just about at the beligerent point. Okay well yeah Beckie was, Kay never got there until to much Captain hours later! But Beckie was a mess, laughing, screaming stuff so that a certain person I know heard her, (lol) and crying....no more red headed sluts for you!!

I was having a blast....how I managed to make it thru this night without having a mental breakdown is beyond me! But I was in the I am not suppossed to give a shit mode. Acting like I didn't have a care in the world. When deep inside I was pretty much fuming. To say the least....Please go back to fucking Vegas is all I have to say!! Cause Ewwwwww....

Then we go to the Jungle. For those of you that do not know it's My Place. Just a lovely little nickname we like to give it!! The place does not close until 3:30am on the weekends. So yeah you I go here & pretty much forget everything. But for once I rem. and kay forgot!! lol....So what do Kay & I do?? Take half the band that we went to see & a case of beer home with us!! *giggles*

I wasn't feeling to well so I went to bed. But the next morning??? I walk down stairs to find Beer and M&M's scattered all over my living room!!

Flip Cup Anyone??

1/13/06

Current mood: curious

So this is what happens when the *girls* get outta control when it comes to Flip Cup!! It looks more like we were playing London Bridge & we all fell Down!!

What do you think?

*WANNA COME PLAY WITH US??*

My Weekend.....

1/9/06
Current mood: mischievous

Sooo I have no idea where 2 start this one!! My weekend which i thought was going to be very very boring turned slightly interesting...Friday night Tami & I went out pretty damn early, try like 8:30 and we went to this bar called Shooters to see a Country band called Tacoma Park...which mind you there a pretty good band...but the crowd was Blah! so we left & went to Appels.......we got pretty damn tore up and i slept the day away!! lol....

BUT...last night is what got very very interesting!! We went to the Toughman Contest to cheer 2 of our friends on Roger & Jeremy! Sadly they both lost. But what Roger had to go up against?? WoW~ Can we say HUGE? I would not wanna meet him in a lighted or a dark alleyway! The Toughman contest was interesting to say the least....it was in a very tiny gym in West Virgina that smelled of sweat!! It was a boxing competiton but seriously, you couldnt move & I think half of the people there were in camo green!! lol....gotta love West Virgina!! But there were a few people that we knew here & there......Including a married ex that I still care about to say the least...*giggles*

So we finally get out of there and me & my girls head to Brewski's the $15.00 all you can drink bar!! lol...well it was really weird because right after we get there this guy walks up to me & asks me my name. And I am looking at him like who are you?? lol....Guess he thought i was going to slap him! lol....But anyways I *used* to be on his friend list, but he deleted me and he better add me back....Whats up Chewie! lol....so we start talking and his one friend looks so damn familar....well i finally got to meet him as well, but it turns out that we had already (met) a few years back after a totally drunkin night and he did the naugthy on my couch with a friend right in front of me!! He was Slighty embarresed to talk to me again, but how fucking funny is that?? And several other guys came up to us as well that has seen us on here!! Thats just crazy! Guess it really is a great way to meet people!!

So Brewskis was ALL about doing shots and yes at 3am the next morning i am still hurting!! Bad.....How many did we do?? Five or six maybe? I have no clue but we were all in the Mood to get smashed! And that we did.....I guess it was like 2am when we went to another bar in West Virgina. It's open til like 4am on the weekends. My Place is pretty pretty scarry and u seriously have to be fucked up to go there! But yet we always do.....well guess what. I walk in and theres the married ex. No names are being mentioned! God only knows whos reading this!! lol....and damn yes he still looks good. So now I am bouncing around the bar from person to person and guy to guy! Gotta love those drunkin nights!!

So what do i decide to do? In my already drunkin state of mind I decide that I wanna have a party at my house!! So I take a whole shit load of people back with me!! And sadly I really cant tell you who was even there, or what we did except for the fact that we drank more beer that i SO did not need!! So were on our way back to my house and we get pulled over!! Luckiy they new who a certain person was he and let us go....Now if that would have been me, my ass would have went back to jail...but thats another story! So were now in my house with yes the married ex (oops) an old friend that well i was so drunk I did not reconize...another big oops!! Sorry Jack....I'll try to make sure that never happens again.

Well were inside drinking and all of this commotion is going on outside. We go out on my porch to see the rest of my friends getting pulled over in front of my house by 2 cops!! Not kool! They got sobriety tests and all kinds of shit but thank god for small favors of knowning that certain person again and they got off as well!!

So its back into my house with a shitload of guys that i don't know from PA & my girls.....and the scarry part is I really don't remember much after this because there was SO MUCH DRAMA going on at this point. One of my girls was bawling & were not sure why, I don't even think she knew why the next day....The married ex's concience is now getting to him I think, even though he is still Hitting on my other friends!! When they say Karma comes back years later believe it, it's ALL true! And it kick's me everytime I see this guy! I always say I have no regrets but I do & this is one of them.

So now you have me upset to of course by this point I am SOOO drunk that it really doesn't matter I am going to get upset about anything. My christmas decorations were still up & I was trying to take them down by falling into my Tree and ornaments flying everywhere.

And the 2nd. guy that got pulled over is now totally passed out in one of the beds in my house & his friends are freakin and trying to rumble against each other. One of my friends was screaming at the top of her lungs at them to quit being disrespectful & all I really needed to do was go to bed. I think the drama finally ended at 6am. My neighbors are probably SO unhappy with me at this point!! I'm usually the quiet type around here!! lol...Thank god its not a Gated Community!! lol....

Next up.....Another Kick ass weekend that is hopefully a little less drama filled!!!